Realization

 "Fate succumbs

many a species : one alone

jeopardises itself."

                                   --W. H Auden, Morrie's favorite poet

Realization; come to think of it, i had behaved like a little girl for the past few years.

& it hurts whenever you replies me that way.

it hurts when you silently left without saying a word.

it hurts when you pretend that nothing had happened.

it hurts when you start to become a big affection in my life.

What hurts the most is when i tried so hard, yet you treated it as if it meant nothing at all.

I don't buy it, for the fact that you love me but you like her.

This seemed-to-be-perfectly-alright thing had already turn into something tragedy.

The always brave and good at talking things out with the person whom i want to, had no longer seems to be there, i felt frighten, i was afraid, i dared not. Just because you defended for her and asked me not to bring it up, I felt awfully disgusted by what you've said. 

I am no longer involve in the issue anymore, i am out of this, you have my words.

I just gotten too sick and tired of waiting for so long,

I just gotten a little impatient seeing you committing the same mistakes over and over again.

It's just, senseless.

Thanks for the memories.

If this is what you truly wants, you are granted.