My vegetable computer is officially out of it prison! Thank god!

I clearly know that I have not been updating my blog, so i guess nobody is bothered to come and read my blog as often as before already. Right, i deserved that. That's one thing, another thing which is i am still exhausted as before, or perhaps i feel even more tired right now. I have been falling asleep quite easily once i lie my head comfortable and close my eyes. Damn, this is not bringing me anywhere.

School have been quite happening for me out there, a lot of things had happened recently. And my emotions are stirred. I am somehow puzzled. For one time, i thought that i had found someone whom i can totally trust, love and hang out like common close-friends does. But i guess, i am too wrong. She's absolutely turning her back on me, despite the fact that we did had fun together for a short period of time. And a really truth felt. I know i am silly. How on earth would a bird give up it's own wonderful wings and join me for a swim? Like, really.
I couldn't be bothered anymore.

Apparently my studies are dropping and shooting at the same time. But for one thing i can be very confirmed and sure that my POA result is dropping! I can no longer achieve A1 for my POA anymore, I am currently scoring a B4 for it. Fuck shit. I am really mad, and disappointed with myself. I should buck up. Argh!!

I can't believe this is actually happening, i am afraid i am going to fall in love again. This is driving me crazy, and i never never never want it to happen. If it does, it's gonna be the biggest joke for the year. Gosh.

I have numerous of items in my buy-list carter right now. I want to get that bag, dress, heels from F21, that revealing-back dress from Topshop, that outfit from Pull and Bear, that awesome purse from River Island, that sexy printed leggings seen everywhere. Should i get the laced hair band? I can't go for shopping, till i get the ipod touch/ ipod nano/ ipod classic that i want. Shit, i am super indecisive. I can't pick what i want without having a real fussy consideration. But i guess this sounds familiar to most of you, this is human. Perhaps more often on the girls. Hehe.  

Gossip Girl's novel had became my addiction. I can never get enough of it.
xoxo, I like it that way.

P.s. Alicia keys is superb-gorgeous looking for an African, she is way toooo hot! I love her face, her song and her.