It's been 5 days since i last posted. I miss blog, and I am obsessed with 'Hi, my sweetheart' right now. So, I guess I won't be updating so often like everyday. Haha. I just want to remind everyone of you out there, I am still Szeman!! I have never change, I am still the same, absolutely same. Maybe a little more mature, deep and experienced. Stronger in both mentality and physically as well, perhaps.
I attended the CNY rehearsal today, everything was a full waste of time to me. I don't like rehearsal like such. I hated it. I find that it was so draggy, and we did get to practise much and neither did we tried on our costume for the whole purpose of 'full-dress' rehearsal thingy. I bet none of us are fully prepared for the near approaching Friday which will arrived in less than 2 days. Forget it, I don't want to talk about it. CCA really suck without the joking seniors, I don't like it. I don't like the atmosphere of those despises and cold glares.
Anyway, I caught 13 in uniform today. Neat and smart-looking, at the same time hot as ever! But I would prefer him in jersey though. I admire the blond hair and the pretty eyes of his. I don't know why I'll smile when i see him each time. Sheeze, I love soccer matches. (L) By the way, Shan wen and myself went to stuff our stomach with Ikea's hotdogs just now. I never get sick of the hotdogs there, the curry puffs are awesome I can say.
And I love this week so far. I went to hit the gym with Mandy, Jiawen and Shirley at Mandy's apartment on Monday. I ran 2.5km, and burned a sum of calories. Woohoo. But I had more fun on Tuesday, because it was my first time playing Basket-Ball. (But not my first time shooting the balls into the basket and touching them, of course!) Unfortunately, I was a fool enough to keep long nails and went to play basketball without cutting them off. So as a result of it, my pinky's nail came off. But not the whole thing though. It bled, but I did not care after i cut it off and went on with the game with Brenzen, Shirley, Jingyu, Ben and Wenbin. It was really an enjoyable day, especially the 'Horse' game. Haha! So funny. Honestly, I am anticipating for the next basketball day. Hehe.
I should exercise more, I don't want to look fat in my new clothes for CNY! Stop eating!
I must buck up on my studies, I've been failing many subjects. It is so depressing thinking about it. Sigh. Secondary 4 life suck, as usual. It dreads thinking of how horrible and miserable secondary 5 life would be next year. Yes, I have faith that I could make it to Sec 5. If I don't, I guess I can go eat shit and die.
xoxo, charging to 'Hi, my Sweet heart.'
P.s. I know life suck, but, smile people! :) Imagine everbody smiling on the street, it would be really great!
