Come to think of it, i haven't really plan for my 2010 resolutions yet. But, i just gotten some inspiration after reading Farhana's journal. I should really buck up and learn from her, i should also ensure myself to work hard for my studies. I think Farhana is really awesome. ;)

Szeman, just put all those unhappy, miserable, unlikely, unnecessarily, upsetting, depressing, irritating, annoying, provoking, agitating, disturbing, etc etc stuffs aside. All you have to do is to concentrate on your studies, career and co-curricular activity and achieve total victory for the YOG dance this year. Do not let history repeat, and let some degenerates affect you.

Although I have already let slip for somethings, but i still have time to rectify them.

Although i have made a huge mistake, but i've realised it. And i will assure myself to move on.

Although unlimited tasks and assignments seems to be increasing day by day, but i know holiday will surely arrive one day. Just like Winter will always turn to Spring.

I don't see a point in complaining about the past anymore, it is just pure senseless and pointless. I am really needy right now; i need a hug badly, i need someone to hear me spills out my grumbles, i need someone to cheer me up and say something really sweet to me, i need someone to offer me a candy and a really (sweet) one, i just need a little time on my own to reflect. I felt like as if i have abandoned my torch light in a complete gloomy and dark place, and now i am lost in direction, lost in purpose, so aimless. This obstacle is all about independence and courageous, i am willingly taking this challenge up alone whole-heartedly. And i meant, alone. I just need some time, practically, just yet.

bottled.it.up. everything is a little too late, baby...