"Fate succumbs
many a species : one alone
jeopardises itself."
--W. H Auden, Morrie's favorite poet
Realization; come to think of it, i had behaved like a little girl for the past few years.
& it hurts whenever you replies me that way.
it hurts when you silently left without saying a word.
it hurts when you pretend that nothing had happened.
it hurts when you start to become a big affection in my life.
What hurts the most is when i tried so hard, yet you treated it as if it meant nothing at all.
I don't buy it, for the fact that you love me but you like her.
This seemed-to-be-perfectly-alright thing had already turn into something tragedy.
The always brave and good at talking things out with the person whom i want to, had no longer seems to be there, i felt frighten, i was afraid, i dared not. Just because you defended for her and asked me not to bring it up, I felt awfully disgusted by what you've said.
I am no longer involve in the issue anymore, i am out of this, you have my words.
I just gotten too sick and tired of waiting for so long,
I just gotten a little impatient seeing you committing the same mistakes over and over again.
It's just, senseless.
Thanks for the memories.
If this is what you truly wants, you are granted.
