I have flunked 2 papers... I really can't be bothered anymore. 2 more papers to go, i still have not revise for my Geography, i think getting into through-train is a fat hope for me right now. I won't be surprise if i happen to get a single digit for my Physic paper, it was very badly done. I swear.

I feel so busy, and busy makes me feel so tired. Life seems to be so happening for me at this moment. I have a lot of upcoming task to prepare for, such as through-train exam, chinese dance upcoming 3 performances, this sunday discussion meeting (emcee for the day), upcoming SYM concert, upcoming YOG dance practices, followed by August YOG. Gosh, and then 'N' will arrive. June or somewhere near there is prelim already, time is running, even every words which i type now counts! Goodness.

I hope to get the answers to all the questions running in my mind right now. What is going to happen next, does not matter anymore. How i want it to happen, how do i want it to conclude, is what i am concern of.

Same situation, same mood, same perception : I am really needy right now; i need a hug badly, i need someone to hear me spills out my grumbles, i need someone to cheer me up and say something really sweet to me, i need someone to offer me a candy and a really (sweet) one, i just need a little time on my own to reflect. I felt like as if i have abandoned my torch light in a complete gloomy and dark place, and now i am lost in direction, lost in purpose, so aimless. This obstacle is all about independence and courageous, i am willingly taking this challenge up alone whole-heartedly. And i meant, alone. I just need some time, practically, just yet.