I think my post have been a little emotional for the recent weeks, my life hasn't been a really optimistic one currently. (i admit my life suck). I have to find a new direction in life at all cost. I've lost a best friend who was like a mirror reflection of me, and she always gives the best advice to me. I've lost someone special whom i very much thought that he could be the one i could rely on when i am at my worst. I've lost in my studies, i wasn't qualified to get into through train. My life was way toooo good last time, i found so many precious stuff, yet i lost everything right now. Initially, if i hadn't gained, i wouldn't lose. The more precious you'd gained, the more painful it is when you lose it. What's more are there to lose now? I have nothing. Utterly nothing no more.

I should stop posting about stuffs which are so saddening from now on. I don't want to remind myself how painful i am feeling right now if i happened to be viewing back my post in the present.

I actually forgot to post about what i wanted to post yesterday. Haha. After school dismissal, jiawen, mandy and I went to Harbourfront for lunch. We gossiped and joked at the Mac. After that, Jiawen gotta leave for something else. So left with me and mandy, we walked and hang out around in Vivo until 8 if i am not wrong. We even had dinner together. It's been a really long time ever since i hang out with my friends and talked about stuffs. I think Jiawen and Mandy are really awesome, i feel so comfortable with them. :) Makes me get a sense of fresh new feeling. Thank you.

Well just now went to Queenstown primary for rehearsal, i felt so weird wearing all black. It's so not my colour. We played Truth or Dare using Shanwen's Ipod just now as a group with Jialing, Grace, Shanwen, Hong Yi and myself in our free time. The game was really interesting. Anyway, our rehearsal ended very early. So I was discussing with Hong yi and soojin whether they would like to hang out somewhere, but we could not think of elsewhere to go in our weird dressing. So I suggested going home and change and we shall head to the library to study. I will be meeting Soojin later at 1.30pm, in the mean time we would be waiting for Hong yi to join us at around 4pm as she will be having tuition from 2 to 3.30 today. Haha. Gonna finish all my homework by today, because i will be out for the whole day with my sis tomorrow. Yay!

I am still in the confusion of deciding which hairstyle to cut. Bangz or Side frinch?

I expect an answer though.

Toodles.