Wow, in the first place how do you even know that i am talking about you? I could be talking about someone else.
What makes you think that it is you since you didn't did all these shits? Alright, cut this short.
Firstly, yeah i admit i don't have enough time to spend with him. Does this means that you get to spend the time which i don't have, with him? Isn't your job as a friend was to tell me that i should spend some time with him more? Go out with poh ee and yi ray so what? If you tell someone that, they will just think it is a double date. Be contented enough because i didn't think that way in the very first place.
Secondly, saying "i am the one..." Rather than "She is the one..." then call not pushing blame. Thirdly, you lied to me say it was you who called Camden to watch the movie, i take it as nothing happened already despite the fact that it wasn't you.
Fourthly, you do not expect me to believe you once you have lied to me. Take it as you are innocent, you didn't asked him to call you. And he is the one who called you, that does not matter still because you are still to be found guilty for not holding firm to what your very own decision was. You are just telling me that you needed him so much that you have to cop out on your own decision, or are you indirectly telling me that you are a more preferable choice than me?
Well lastly, what benefit will you get? Nothing, but freedom that you used to be pleading for. But this is what you want too, don't think i don't know. How many times have i, poh ee and shirley told you that you should know your own limit and not talk to him at late time on phone? But you just wouldn't listen, you did it over and over again. Was it on purpose? Or it was all accidents? I think it is pretty obvious.
You said you know you are at fault, then shouldn't you be feeling guilty and come to apologise? I think i may think of forgiving you, but i guess it is not necessarily. In your eyes, you think everything you does are your fault and no one think you are good. But in my eyes, i think you always remember what bad things people remember about you instead of the good one. Even before everything started, you are all wholeheartedly to hold firm to defend everything i said that you did. You think i am being too petty and not understanding. But make this clear, you are the one who is not understanding among all. You never thought of how would i feel when you get so close with someone i loved, you never count how long have i been tolerating with my loved one being shared with, you never imagine that i would have these decisions. Not one have you ever expected, have you? If you are purely sorry, why would you have the mood to feel fucked up? Have you even thought of all these, miss understanding?
My aim is not to haggle with you or what ever. You should know, everybody knows, as long as you want to argue with me, i will definitely retaliate. Because i don't think you are the sufferer here.
Another thing, i am not accusing you for being two-face when you did so many things which turns you to be one. Acting as a Anonymous in tagboards, and lying to achieve somebody's care and sympathy. You know, you will not think it is easy to use which angle to think of you once you were to step in my shoe after knowing the bad deeds you did.
Think about it... Contradict or Truce? You still have a choice and a chance.
And most importantly, the objective here is all about your
Personality which is
Hidden in you.