Hey, i am back from my absence! This week have been really happening. Activities like joining this year flint batch 7 for a total of 8 training sessions, went to church with roland, jiawen, pea, kendrick, shirley, weilin and jiaquan. Spent the christmas night at home with my sis to drink tequila, and i felt guilty over letting her drink few shots. Because she vomitted. Awww... But i was very giddy too. And CCA meetings, outing with poh ee, shirley and see teng. And many more upcoming events, tomorrow's bbq at florence condo, flint on the 2nd, YOG audition coming this sunday, and then school reopens. Gosh, it's a tragic. Because i haven't complete my homework! Maths!!! I abandoned my Chinese homework at one corner already, and yeahhh a small round of applause for myself completing Chemistry homework. Haha. Shit la, I still have like 13-15 exercises to go. I did 2 or 3 exercises today, and i hope i will be hardworking enough to key in Homework into my schedule. Ah, whatever.
Today is the 31st December, i think this post is going to be long, because i really do have many thoughts in mind which i wanna use blog to express all out. While waiting for my sis, damn i am quite pissed now though. She said she would come at 2pm, but now it's like 7pm already. Never mind i am partially not mad because she have reason. Alright...
Few more hours til the clock hit 00.00. I think this year had been a great year despite so many obstacles. Stuffs like handling break ups, late for exam, frenemies, getting into through train, boot camp, losing friends and blablabla. Honestly, i am upset. But no wait, i am still very glad that i have found a wonderful, fabulous, amazing friend like Bay Wei Lin, and we are so close and deeply in love with each other that we became sisters. Haha! And I am totally grateful that i am going to have a friend whom i know for 10 years like Shirley, many things happened but we never fall apart and she have always been there for me when i needed a listening ear. Next. Although it was my decision to let go 2 of my wonderful best friends used to be like Tiffany and Estee, i never forget about them til now. I still reminiscence alot of things about us when we used to spend time together and reading back the pounds of letters we used to wrote to each other. (I think i will be writting essays if i have to write about these 4 peoples, so i guess better not.)
Next, i met some really nice classmates/friends like Jing Yu, Alex, Jia Quan, Leong, Soo Jin, See Teng, Poh Ee, Kumarran and Jiawen.
First of all, thanks jiawen for spending your time with me to eat lunch with me after our EOF papers, and shared stuffs with me.
Well, kumarran is a guy who really cheered me up on my birthday, by saying all those nice compliments and saying how much he have to buy a birthday present for me. I appreciated it.(My birthdate* this year wasn't a memorable one.)
Jia Quan taught me math, and shared his seat with me when some scumbag took my chair away while i was away, he is a very nice boy who always likes to SWING. Haha! Anyway, i experienced my first time going church through him.
Right, next will be Leong. I don't know much about him, but i know he is quite a funny guy whose patterns more than Badminton! HAHA! And he is one of the caring person who cares alot for his friends and protect his siser and also a nice guy who offered us to use his passion card when we go for badminton.
Alex is a super mean fella with his super straight forward trait, but he is still kind and friendly in his way. And hey, i am going to reveal a secret about him. His voice sounds very sexy when he say 'Baby..' HAHA! Opps, i think i am going to get killed. Yes he is also smart and kind enough to ask us out to the library to study together for exam. Haha.
JingYu! Haha, almost forgot his name. I think he is my closest friend among the guys. He's been a very nice friend who always teaches us homeworks. And always so steady for badminton. LOL! He is very nice to joke with and funny. My game master who always intro games to me to cure my boredom. Lol!
Soo Jin is not really a new friend i met though, I known her since primary 5. Haha. She is still as shy as before and yet still as nice as before. Thanks for all the chocolates,sweets, My idol's picture you offered me. I think i am like treating her as if my younger sister in class, i never liked seeing people who disturb her in class and do nothing. And she is also someone who accompany me when i am a fresh newcomer in the Chinese Dance.
Poh Ee is the most intelligent girl and accumulate the strongest mentality person i have ever met. She's been like a mother to me, oh no, i am not trying to say her old. But she is really too caring and strict at time. But her voice is super sharp and made her sounds bitchy from far. I think thats the reason mostly people dislike about her.
See Teng have been a wonderful friend who spends alot of effort and thoughts for my birthday. A friend who never give me up despite how mean i mistreated her and all. Accompanying me for lunch/dinner and times whereby i was alone. But still, i am
deeply sorry to mention this. I really hate it when she have no limit for getting so close with my exboyfriend and lied to me before.
And lastly a person whom i really owed an apology which can never be solved easily after saying sorry. Although we are through, but my feelings are still there. I know i made a really selfish decision, i don't mind if you hate me for that. I really think this is a better way to everything. I don't wish to be a burden, i have been tolerating for few months. It's really pointless. Now that you have your freedom, you can chat on phone, go out and go to someone's house with whoever you likes at anytime. Another reason for this, i don't want to get disracted from lessons as well. Well, i shan't go further, it's personal by the way. :)
Toodles, and have a prosper new year!
Those who failed to accomplish your goals today, don't worry. There is always a tomorrow. A new day, a new year to turn into a new leaf. I wish everybody successful in the future. Losing is steps to winning and success. Giving up are true losers.
But hey, don't get over stressed up over wealth, fame and glories. Being healthy is when you achieved absolute happiness. Take care.
