"I need a shoulder to lean on right now, but nobody is approaching."

1)Wen Bin fell off his chair from rocking.
2)Cing tong's skirt drop while she was dancing.
3)I was rocking on the bench in the canteen, and the bench just slide and fall. Thank goodness, i did not fell with the chair.
4)One unknown guy came in my class and played soccer with pea and Camden they all, and he fell.
5)Pea throwing Yong lee's sock at Yong lee's face.

These 5 moments of the day made me burst out into laughter. Haha. CCA ended extremely early today, around 2 plus. After that it was raining heavily, See teng and me decided to stay in school. We ate something, then planned to wait for Shirley's cca to end. But ended up we waited for Pea as well. Walked to Dawson, sat down and chat awhile then went home. I felt so freaking sleepy now, eve though i took a nap just now. Sigh.

It's been a long time ever since i break down and have a nice cry. At this point of time, no one could imagine that i feel like dying now. I am missing the past like mad, despite that i hate the past. And history seems to be replaying, when I've found someone to rely on. I just got to share with someone. I don't like this, but i don't like myself being selfish as well. After all, i am still better off alone.