speechless.
tired.
sick.
moody.
emo.
it's just so random'
unquitable love;
vanishing feelings;
fading carvings;
continuous tears;
heart's aching;
Love is selfish;
if not;
it doesn't meant to be;
because it does not belongs to you;
only if you get what i mean.(:
money is just not as important;
it just can't buy things you truthly need;
you could buy a bed;
but not sleeps;
you could buy a friend;
but not truth;
you could buy a guy/girl;
but not love;
may i ask, can i bring back the time? please?
one by one, disappearing in my life.
the most important people,
whom i shared my secrets, excitement, sorrows with.
they are leaving, very very soon, it is completely vanished.
and i can't get to see them anymore, neither if i can share things with them.
happiness just goes so fast.
sadness are just way so near to come.
the distance are just not far,
it's so near that you could even feel them coming,
nightmares are haunting me,
these makes me,
irritated, sick, stress, speechless and emo.
if you truthly understand me,
you can actually know how i feel now,
if you truthly treat me as your friends;
come and talk to me. because i need you.
no way! boyfriends are important than friends,
trust me. i lost my precious.
because of this sickening guy,
no matter how hard i tries,
i just couldn't get him out of my mind.