sobs, )): why am i like this?? i am feeling so moody, harshly and irritated! and I've made people hate me, and even made people upset! sorry peeps! and even me, myself, i felt so disgraceful, i hate myself! )): everyone besides me are leaving one by one. slowly i will be alone again. hopefully i won't. so&so! i need your shoulder! please, be my side, do you even feel willing to? no ay? i bet you won't, because you don't love me anymore. we've said farewell to each other yesterday, but my heart keeps carving "i love you". and questions have been continuous asking myself, will you ever come back to me? if you love me, why do you say goodbye? aren't you suppose to wait longer? you can't wait, that's an excuse! if you really do love someone, you will wait! no matter how long! don't believe? ask some girls around you then.
Today school was boring! Cuimin didn't come, but she said she will): ohmygod, c'mon! study hard luh! don't retain for the second time again okay!(: And congrats Sharon mummy! you've finally found someone who love you more than penguin, yea, happy for you too!(: and phew, was glad to know that you don't smoke! :D. 我爱死你！lalalas, after school ate cup noodle with Tiffany Honey! and then went home, ARGH! we've been talking in class non-stop! MRCHIA! don't change our seats please, i beg you! wahahs. :D.
`isn't loving and waiting the same?
`when you truly love someone?
`you've hurt me boy.
`again and again, enjoying doing that,
`though you said you're not,
`i can feel that you actually are!
`sadness, we've said farewell to each other,
`it means that we are no longer friends!
`oh my god, and you really did that!
`instead of waiting, and taking back your words.
`I'm disappointed, I'm broken.
`I've been waiting for your message for the whole night.
`you don't bother to message me and ring me!
`greats, that's another way of making me forgets about you.
`thank you, for using this kinda hurting way
`of making me forget you, so I'm no longer a nuisance to you ya?
`I guess so? 14012008, the day of Goodbye.
`Do not regret it, because i won't regret neither!
