I've really reflected myself, these quarrelling, argument, gossiping, fights, nightmares are caused by me! )): i bought troubles to everyone, and now i am acting exactly like a coward. i quit all the activities that i joined during December holiday because of the girls... and everyone think that both clique is in wrong, but actually i am the only one in wrong! if i have believe in what cihui said, these won't be happening! if i never start to gossip about them that they pangseh cihui, everyone will not hate me and my dear friends!)): i am really the main trouble maker. i felt guilty and sorry and sad! hais.. when will these nightmares be stopping? i caused so much troubles for Vanessa, Marilyn, Kellsie, Kellice, Sihuay, Amanda and the most innocent of all, Jiamin. She is a person who have lots of wisdom, i regretted not listening to her in the first place. i have played a very childish act! and i dragged everyone into troubles with me! i called the girls pubors in the first place. i am totally in wrong already! but i still don't care about advise now the one who is suffering so bad is me, and also my friends. once again, sorry. )): everything just blame me alright. push all the blame and faults to me! i am in faulty. i deserves it. yeah i know. *sniff*